apathetic faith in humanity

a topic which had been hovering for quite a while on my mind

which i have started discussing with a couple of friends

some have expressed some sort of relation to the topic

while others kept a neutral ground towards it

expressing a more open end statement towards it

but it remains a topic which is up to this day

agonizes me at some level 

and keeps me wondering

every single time i get into a certain situation

with certain people

you are reminded by that one thing

that people have lost their humanity in life

because of the things that they do !

big example that happened from my life

which i gladly would love to share them to you all

for you to learn how much people have lost their humanity

in this day and age 

how you kindly (and unfortunately knowing that its a naive move to make) 

help someone out at their time of need 

and willingly give to them 

knowing that the goodness that you do will come around

and that you know (although it is tell you its wrong)

that they will help you back

of course you know what the outcome is going to be

the minute you get into trouble

they will surely bail out on you

and will leave you to be on your own 

its situation like those 

that make you lose your faith in humanity 

even thought you still hang on to that small gleaming light of hope

that you might be helped out

but it is an unfortunate discovery

that you have when you are faced with the reality

that when you are in trouble

you will have to face it all alone !

as much as it is a sad discovery

people have that tendency of 

forgetting their humanity 

when it comes to situations like these

when problems arises and people bail out

it reminds me personally of a quote

which i probably mentioned in a previous article

for mother Theresa 

The good you do today, will often be forgotten.  Do good anyway

that may be one point 

but another point still continues on to be a main problem

which is people will keep on doing what they did in the first place

which is bail out even though they remember you helped them some time in the past !

it is as if we are forced to not help out because we know what the repercussions are

the unfortunate lesson which comes up from this article

as much as i want to sound optimistic 

(yet it keeps on being rather blind optimism)

keep a more cautious helping hand out !

have faith that there still is some sort of humanity left

with people

yet don't cling on to that hope !

knowing how people are in this day and age

as though this may sound so logical 

it is a hard lesson 

for a blindly optimistic person 

like myself

and i know that there are blindly optimistic people out there too !

before they would get into any fickle issues like these

remember that one main lesson !