start all over again ?

its one of those times in life

when you start to look around and hope to find that window of opportunity

only to find it shutting down at your face !

let me share with you all a personal story which happened not so long ago

(just a few days ago as a matter of fact)

i have been looking around 

trying to find a scholarship of some sort

or an internship 

any opportunity which is considered to be a challenge

and a window to step out from 

what i would consider my comfort zone

and to head into another challenge in life

i did try to reach out and see for whatever opportunity 

i could reach out to

and of course

i got rejected since i did not meet up with the criteria of that opportunity

a friend of mine said the typical sentence 

" you should have taken things seriously" and " you should have worked hard"

unfortunately those do not work at the moment in time 

since i have fell into circumstances 

however that is what i am suppose to face 

you reach "Rock bottom" so to speak

and you try to look for a way out

yes you will fail at start

and you will face a number of difficulties along the way

and yes there will be (Hopefully) 

a light in the end of the tunnel 

which will take you out on that window of opportunity

so this is a message to you all 

from a very personal experience

Never Give up !
Because normally  you will find your self starting all over again
at any given point in life