A HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ~

it was last year 

Specifically at November 

where it all sparked as an idea 

and then developed 

and so became the very blog that i write in

which was all about life... and stuff ... and everything else that follows 

unfortunately i have gotten busy lately 

that i haven't realized that it passed almost a year

however i announce it now and say

Happy Birthday dear blog 

we have had a wonderful 1 year 

hope for many years to come

many readers to benefit from 

the articles 

and more ideas to spark from and to share from you readers to other readers!

then why am i having second thoughts?

recently i had the chance to take on a new opportunity 

which was of course a new job !

it was a new company and a new task

i was excited at the start i was hoping that i would 

do well in this new job 

and i was hopping for more experience to be gained from it 

new job, new company, new challenge

its just a brand new world waiting for it to be expolred

however


something bothered me in the back of my head
what was it? i wondered for quite some time
why was i feeling a tad bit bothered?


and it was actually right to feel like that
since i am stepping out to the light
stepping out into reality 
and out of that comfort zone which i talked in another article about


it was a new place
with new experiences
and a whole lot of stuff to wait for


its safe to say that it was okay for me to have second thoughts
and that thoughts to get abolished by 
slowly getting familiarized by the whole situation


in the end


its safe to have second thoughts once you stepped out of your comfort zone
only to get used to the new situation that you are in 
and get familiarized with it 

possible yet impossible

The other day I had quite an enlightening conversation, were we (me and my friend) casually

Just talked aboutrandom stuff

When we suddenly talked about our wish lists

Mine was a more (materialistic) wish list

Were I name a few items I would like to acquire

Among those items was a new camcorder

And the other item was actually repairing an item I already had

Aside from that matter

My list had a materialistic sounding to it, items and items came in line

Then my friend started and asked

"Do you want to know what my wish list is?"

And I answered him yes tell me

He then started with his list

* I want to quit smoking

* I want to lose weight

* I want to settle down and start a family

Wow at that moment I kind of felt a big enormous feeling of shame

Since all that I wanted was materialistic stuff

And my friend was wishing for things that were generally bigger

I did feel at that moment that maybe I was a bit immature to think of materialistic issues

He goes on and explains

“I took it as a way in my life to wish for impossible yet possible wishes"

And he was right look at the wishes that he asked for

*to quite smoking (since he was a smoker)

It is possible for him to quit, but it’s impossible to go ahead with it

The nature of the wishes were possible to do, but impossible to undergo and have

The diligence to continue on the hard work to achieve

Yet he wishes to do so and one day achieve such wish

We tend to wish all the time, its ok for us to wish for a bigger house, a fancy car or even

Have those super cool fancy expensive shoes

But it’s always BETTER to have a self improvement wish

For having a better life

And remember; be careful for what you wish for

Cause you just might get it

And when you get it.... well lets take that to another article (=D)  

The greatest human experience (2)

It is such an interesting title

Anything that goes under the tile of greatest human experience

We can learn alot from such human experience

Which makes a good series to talk about?

Or maybe to think of starting off =D

But let’s take it from here and see where it may go

-Back to the article-

Recently I have officially graduated and I have been able to successfully take all the documents

Needed for my graduation

As I went to my university

To finalize all the paper work that was in the way

I passed through the my collage

Seeing all the corners and all the teachers

Passing through all the classes

Brought all of a sudden a sense of nostalgia

A sense of yearning to get back

To those seats and those classes and computer labs

It took me time

To realize that I have missed that place

Even though I have had a (love, hate) relation towards my university and collage

And how now it turned to be a "maximum security facility"

Even though I still like

I still like all those corners, classes, seats and benches

I recall all the times I spent in each and every corner and class

And even though I have to be happy that I have graduated

I still feel sad for leaving a place that grew on me

A place which up until now cannot believe that I have spent

Five years of my life at

Faced many people and faced many stories

Funny and interesting

Sad and happy ones too

We are suppose to grow up to take on new challenges and responsibilities

But we will still yearn to those times

When we were still at the start of it thinking we are all the best at it

Surely they were right when they said

Collage is a defining period in the life of youth

It shapes up our personalities and makes us what we are

It may not prepaid us for what to expect but

It teaches us what we could do if we were ever faced with such situation

And even though I am positive

Many will disagree with me

And disagree that it’s a joyous thing actually

To get rid of a burden

To graduate from University Of Bahrain "UOB"

But I personally will say

I will miss it

Though I know deep down I am happy for getting rid

Of all that hassle

But I will miss the experience

None the less this is how it is suppose to be

We are supposed to grow to see and experience!

The greatest human experience

Now before we venture into the article I would like to say

For starters the article may disappoint some people

For it may be subjective to them

The whole subject of the greatest thing!

However this is just an experience I would like to share with you all

NOW

Moving on to the main subject

It’s amazing what a person can face in life, and it’s more amazing what he finds along the way

Whether it’s something good or its something bad

Personally I have been "and I admit openly"

That I have been blindly optimistic about the good in humanity

In an age where skepticism and negativity over clouds us all

From seeing what is real and in an age where materiality

And looking after one's benefit and interest in life

And in this day and age everything is getting a bit more complicated

Than it used to be before

Where the goodness in people started to fade out ever so quickly

Or sometimes is hidden just for the sake of protecting one's character

From being viciously taken advantage on

Its crazy and its true!

It’s also amazing how some people can be hypocritical

Showing an image, then all of a sudden they are different people

What is amazing in this all?

Is still finding that goodness in someone

And I am talking about pure goodness

Mother Teresa once said "the goodness you do in your life will be forgotten tomorrow, do good anyway"

And it’s amazing how someone might be willing to do that goodness

Even though it will be forgotten tomorrow

The other day

I sat with a friend (who I met for just a very short period of time)

But what was amazing was that

It felt like we knew each other for a very long time

It is as if we have broke the ice already

And there are no boundaries personally

It was also strange

Being "some what" a stranger

We sometimes tend to be a bit more open towards them

And we express more openly towards them

That was the case in this situation,

Where plain raw emotions just came out

"To the extent of crying"

It’s truly an amazing human experience

When you face someone for the first time

Who after only few casual meet ups and gatherings

And random chats

He is ready to vouch in for their newly made friend's safety

At this age where innocence is lost

Faith is gained again

By these few rare people

We may remain skeptical

Towards them

And view them with a suspicious sense

But hey ... life is short

And mistakes are inevitable

Let us all enjoy the pleasure of meeting up with

Such honorable people!

And P.S salamat kaibigan =)

i owe you .... a first impression

the other day i had an interesting conversation with a friend of mine

we were talking about first impressions

and how he had his first impression about me 

he said that "first impressions can be subject to be false and some time true"

he carried on to talk about what he thought when he saw me

"and when i first saw you i thought you weren't the type of person who can carry out

a conversation, or who could be a knowledgeable person" 

aside from what he said, i never realized how true 

this can be until i have been in such situation

recently i met personally a public figure who was

quite popular locally 

the first impression i got personally was when i saw him 

in an event and i concluded as a first impression that he was

a bit too much and a bit over acting  since he was the host of the event

of course that was a very long time ago 

and may how the tables turn and how events of life unfold as you go further

i got the privilege "and i will admit it was such an honor" 

to meet up with him and to talk personally (one on one) 

with him 

at that first situation i was only a spectator 

but now i got the chance to see the other personal side 

that no one sees !

i will have to admit 

First impressions can be false !!! 

that is what i have learned 

we surely don't know much, thus we sometimes tend to be too judgmental

and at time we can be a bit unfair towards people who we meet at first

and who leave quite of an impression towards us

but one thing for sure, 

there is always another chance

as i got the chance to change how i saw the matter

and again first impressions can be wrong 

like what my friend said in the beginning of this article 

and PS ... 

i owe you a first impression =D 

  

WHY ME ?

hello again dear readers

yes i have been abcent for sometime but here i am again

and at this time of abcense from this small humble space

i have been living life, to try and capture something from it

to share it with you all

plentyfull are the things that i have captured

during this time but lets begin with the title of this topic

(WHY ME?)

recently i have personally encountered a few situations,

problems shall we say

and of course, probelms come in bulk

they dont come in single packages

they always come in one problem successing another one

and in the middle of it all

it just makes you scream out from the top of your lungs

(WHY ME?)

why is it that all those problems are happening to me?

and its happening to only me?

how come only me who gets all these problems?

(WHY ME?)

truth be told this happens to all of us

its not just one person who gets problems

we all get problems one way or another

and yes they do come in different ways and forums

but its not always a (WHY ME) situation

from a previous article i have mentioned that dire situations occure

at any moment in life

its how we are all sculptured to be the best people we are

thus the reason for those problems to come in bulk

and to come personally to us is to make us the best that we are !

there is always a reason for the things that happen to us in our life

difficult or easy or whatever situation it is, there is a reason and there is a purpose

its not always a WHY ME situation !

and if it were to be a WHY ME situation,

then ... deffinitly you are looking at the situation from a wrong angel